Insomnia

The euphoria was short-lived. It has given way to insomnia. My celebrations have been dampened by the realization that I have not even completed the first draft of my essays yet. I did outline some of the essays last month, but am at completele loss in figuring out what my strengths and weaknesses are. Maybe I can tell the adcom that lack of self-awareness is my weakness, so I don't know my weakness, but I don't think they will be humoured by my circular logic. Unless they're die hard Joseph Heller fans, of course. I will still have to write about my strengths, which is a bit embarrassing - Ah! that's my mental block I'm sure!